my dream job

i want to get first deposit so i can get start to trade whit real money and not demo so i can learn and start to make profit out of trading , so eventually i can quit my job and provide more to my family and be my own boss so i can do what  i want when ever i want for example to voulnteer in hospitals to make children laught or in shelters of women who escape their man because he bit them so they escaped from him to there whit a child. i want to do it like i did in high school. so pls help me so i cna make my dream come true .