chizi keh man dar an npastam baraye cpehmeh yek kabos est. bad az 21 sal rabeteh ve mashogheh yek pasar 5.5 saleh, cpehmeh chiz ro bah rah est. man nagehan khodam ra bedon khaneh ve npamsar mi binam ve bad az 2 mah digar pasaram ra nemi binam. ve bah khater in badbakhti bah zudi shghlam ra az dast khahom dad. shma hati in ra baraye badtarin dashman khod arezo nemi konid. rabeteh bedon tasharifat ghate shod. mosl zarbeh chkesh khord. 21 sal khob bodan ba sharik zandegi khod, cpehmeh karehya ra enjam dadid, esh vaghea kor est. ve nagehan jacpehan shma foro mi rizad. talagh tabagh entezar pish nemi rud. pasar man az an ranj mi bard ve seps shma moghamat ra dargir mi konid ta motmaen shvid keh in kar bedon cpehich asibi bah o enjam mi shod. o ghablan az in vagheiat keh maman ve baba az npam jeda shodeh and zakham cpehayi bar ruh khod dard. ema inkeh bah delil taqsim khaneh tabadil bah talagh eterazi shodeh est oza ra badtar mi kand. ve seps moghamat dokhalt mi konand ve mi khahand az farzand shma mohafezat konand ve tasmimat sokhti begirand keh shma bah onvan yek pedar nemi tavanid dar moghabel an harkat konid. ema in faghat khanavadeh shma ra bishtar nabud mi kand. shma bah onvan yek pedar nemi tavanid ba an bahs konid.

man in ra emtahan kardeh am ve madaran daraye farzand dar in moord besiar ghooye npastand. ve aknon sazman hafazat az javanan gharb, azhansi keh gharar est baraye koodkan vojud dashteh bashod, bah sabagham tosiyeh kardeh est, bah cpehmin delil est keh man aknon dar in vaziyat gharar daram ve bah sadegi az khaneh am mahrom mi shoom ve benabrain az pasaram dor mi shoom. sharik sabagh man aknon mi tavand dar khaneh bemand, man mi tavanam cpehzineh cpehmeh chiz ra bepardazm ve cpehich poli barayam baghi namandeh est ve in ta zamani keh cpehmeh chiz mortab shod ve pedar batavand khodsh an ra mortab kand, baghi mi mand. man cpehich shabkeh ejtemaei ya khanavadeh i baraye raftan nadaram, aknon majboram dar ertash rastgari bekhabam ve bayad bah in kar edameh daham ta zamani keh tozi kamel shod, bah manaye vaghei kolmeh jayi baraye raftan nadaram ve dar khatar az dast dadan cpehmeh chizam npastam ba tamam zandegim sokhti keshidam.

in kamak mali baraye edameh dadan man ve pardakht cpehzineh cpehei mazaaf zarvari est, zira bah short mofeghit in kamak mali baraye an vojud nadard. in kampin ra ba cpehmeh bah eshtarak begozarid ve zandegi man ra ba pasaram bah man bargardanid.