If you want help me please ! I have multiple screlosis and a family to keep

am the only in the house , I work hard by my pain and disease:( but I work I don’t run from work and I have a help from my Romanian state about 250 euro per month for 3 person . And I need to help me if you can , please ?!
 

I don’t want to make mad at me ! But situation make me this and I accept all I come from
 

From life …my story it’s …a true story I don’t like lieeres people and please ? I want to say because I fell bad ! I don’t have heath hood , money …and please forgive me if I upset you here :(
 

It really is a disease with 1000 faces, maybe even more, so treacherous with periods that leave you then take you, I can say that I got angry at the doctors, worse I looked up and said why me God that it's not fair, but I'm at least proud of myself that in a week I told all the doctors who treated me for different etiologies that I don't have dizziness that it's raining outside! that I don't have a good eye that I don't have burns on my leg in my mind as if and as if ... and that everything I felt in the last 5 years was really true! and sometimes it's worse when you're in all the mental faculties ... my leg was burning! I told myself it's self-management, and all the symptoms that enter the clinical picture of MS.
 

But you know how painful it is that we have fewer and fewer trained people and doctors, people stand in huge queues at the offices, some of them do their job superficially and little by little there are fewer and fewer involved doctors, everyone is giving whips ... I say this from my point of view! Everything I have felt over the years has been more real than anything and what is more painful, that after a facial paresis in 2020 I asked for an MRI myself, he/she said you don't need it, but if you want I will give you a referral for your peace of mind, here I can thank myself again, so I have 2-0, I discovered myself in the end .... and thank everyone in the group for the moral support! Here I leave a confidential conversation when I was feeling bad! and see what they said to me ... I wasted 7 years but I didn't lose myself as a person! Good health to everyone and a piece of advice, our inner voice and subconscious rarely lie to us! They are smarter and more vigilant than ourselves! Listen to everything you feel because no one is in our shoes! Only us! God help us! Everything was true! ???
 

Please if you want help me here , I please you of my soul !
 

Enea Alexandru Constantin
 

Iban : RO71ROIN4021S637LUWA34UN
 

Bank : Salt Bank